Somewhere In Between

It's funny how I tend to lose myself in songs when I'm not thinking clearly. I guess that's what I'm good at --- filling my head with other things so I won't think about what I should be thinking about. Heh.

Right now, it's this song by Lifehouse.

I can't be losing sleep over this, no, I can't
And now I cannot stop pacing
Give me a few hours, I'll have all this sorted out
If my mind would just stop racing

Cuz I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

This is over my head but underneath my feet
Cuz by tomorrow morning I'll have this thing beat
And everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream

Would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
Don't be surprised if I collapse down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

Cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
This cannot be happening

Cuz I'm waiting for tonight
Then waiting for tomorrow
And I'm somewhere in between
What is real and just a dream

What's the point in thinking about it, anyway? It just sucks knowing I'll fuck it up no matter what I do or say. I should just shut up.

/sighs