It's not about what I want and your need to give me what I want, just so you can claim you tried to make me happy. Think about it. Why should I ask for it if it was freely given in the first place? You may be a good guy but, tell me, why wouldn't you want to do it without being asked?
I tried to understand. I tried to see reason behind yours. I already excused the times you even refused me an answer. However, as fate would have it, I finally get it. I can't believe it, at first --- hell, I still can't, actually --- but it's sinking in.
You don't want her to know about me.
If that's love then I'll pass. Thank you, though.
P.S. You can scream/shout at me all you want. I won't hear you. (Fancy that. That's probably why you can do that to me.)